I just got my tabulation paper a few days ago. And like what I've predicted before, I officially got my first red mark during high school. Yes, I failed on Math this time. 73! I am quite embarrassed genuinely, since it turned out not few of my friends nailed their Math. Only less than 20 people out of 53 pupils in my class that got the red mark. And yes. I am one of them. :'( I hope there won't be any red marks afterwards. As this is the last year, I wish I can give the very best shot of me.
By the way, I am currently in charge of leading an ELDS class (Freshman Debating Class). As a matter of fact, I myself feel that I am not good enough to become a sec-leader. Firstly, I still stutter a lot when it comes to speaking in English. Secondly, I am not really the one who has the critical thinking. A good debater is supposed to think critically, isn't it? And I don't have it in me. I am in state of don't-know-what-to-do. ELDS already lacks of sec-leader. So I can't simply withdraw. I have the responsibility. I hope I can get better in speaking while leading this class.
I think that's all. See ya!